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Continue the gentle roller coaster ride with Fareed and raji in the second half of their conversation as they talk about their pleasure explorations, non-normative rhythms and the mixed bag of emotions that comes along with creating archives of their own experiences of pleasure, inspiration and joy. They converse about what archiving pleasure and inspiration stories mean to Utar Chadhav and its many possibilities. They laugh, reminisce and of course talk about movies! —-- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

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Archiving as a pleasure practice
Ep. 24

Archiving as a pleasure practice

Sep 4, 2025

The route/root to our magnetism
Ep. 23

The route/root to our magnetism

Aug 14, 2025

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Archiving as a pleasure practice
Ep. 24Season 2
Archiving as a pleasure practice

Continue the gentle roller coaster ride with Fareed and raji in the second half of their conversation as they talk about their pleasure explorations, non-normative rhythms and the mixed bag of emotions that comes along with creating archives of their own experiences of pleasure, inspiration and joy. They converse about what archiving pleasure and inspiration stories mean to Utar Chadhav and its many possibilities. They laugh, reminisce and of course talk about movies! —-- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

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Inspirationको फण्डा
Ep. 22

Inspirationको फण्डा

Jul 17, 2025

Jab We Met
Ep. 21

Jab We Met

Jul 3, 2025

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The route/root to our magnetism
Ep. 23Season 2
The route/root to our magnetism

Come join this gentle roller coaster ride along with fareed and raji as they talk about pleasure and liberation, community and inspiration. They bring in stories from their lives, touching upon intimacy, vulnerability, and how the movies factor into all of this [there's a not-so-secret watch list in their chat! Has a movie stayed with you so long that it inspires you?]. Fareed and raji celebrate and struggle with the stories about pleasure expressed in places like the movies that shape how they feel joy, how they feel safe, how they connect with themselves and others, and how they find the root (or is it the route?) to their magnetism. —-- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

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Inspirationको फण्डा
Ep. 22Season 2
Inspirationको फण्डा

Has this hot weather, humidity and rainy season got you feeling static? Fret not, you are not alone in this feeling. The unpredictable weather and even more uncertain world scenario has us feeling down too. In these trying times, words of inspiration and little pockets of joy mean so much, don’t they? Luckily, we have just the thing for you! We have recently had the privilege of hosting conversation with little bursts of inspirations who inspired us with their sometimes deep, sometimes random, and sometimes uniquely wise words. Talking to Prabodhi and Sadish has helped us make space for young voices to talk​​ about what gives them pleasure, joy, and inspiration to move about and how they experience life. This reflection has also inspired us to listen to not just the youngsters around us but also the inner child within us. Sit back, tune in and invite the child within you to ponder upon the simpler things of life and watch as the magic unfolds~ #innerchild #favouritethings #utarchadhav #mentalhealthmatters -- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

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Jab We Met
Ep. 21Season 2
Jab We Met

eric and raji met in the summer of 2009 at a party. For raji meeting eric changed the course of their life. eric brought an intentionality that raji always craved for. They started having candid conversations about pleasure and desire. Last year raji asked eric if he would want to record a conversation about pleasure and inspiration the next time they met. And so in May of 2025, they went camping and recorded this conversation over the course of two days. What does infusing joy and intentionality in our day to day lives, in our relationships look like? What does the journey look like and what does looking back at our younger selves, teach us and/or remind us about what we have always valued? How do we discern purpose that is imposed on us vs. purpose that grows from learning from experiences and influences we are open to? Here’s to the joys of loitering and time traveling! Let us know where this conversation transports you in your own journey. Listen with a friend, and engage with these questions: Who taught you how to have fun? What is your pleasure lineage? (borrowed from Pleasure Activism by amb). Something you used to believe about pleasure and desire that doesn’t serve you any more? (borrowed from we are not really strangers XXX deck) What does sober joy look like when we are talking about pleasure? -- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

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एकछिन धैर्य राख है…
Ep. 20Season 2
एकछिन धैर्य राख है…

Music is a source of pleasure and inspiration but what does the उतार चढाव of inspiration and pleasure look like, feel like, for a singer and songwriter? In this conversation SJ speaks with their friend Sajen who is a musician and a singer releasing their first song “Kaalpanik Fulbaari” tomorrow, Friday June 20th! The conversation takes us through Sajen’s journey of many becomings-- becoming a singer, a song writer, an artist. Listen to this heartfelt conversation about a journey of many discoveries. From UC को process loving team to all of you who listen and support us, we hope you enjoy this wonderful conversation. We hope it moves you to find joy in the different ways you love to create. Let us know where this conversation transports you to! Listen/Watch Sajen’s music on: https://www.youtube.com/@SajenShresthaOfficial -- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

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Inviting rage
Ep. 19Season 2
Inviting rage

The love for letters, discovering our favourite writers and sharing our collective rage and grief, we have come to realize pleasure is not a linear feeling, nor inspiration a one way street . Listen to Navin in conversation with raji as they talk about how words, poetry and literature inspire us. The conversation loiters into many tangents as घत लाग्दो conversations often do. Intentional गफिने प्रयास as you know UC को लक्ष नै हो। So here’s a conversation for you to engage with. Here’s to the love of tangents and intentional गफ! Let us know where this conversation transports you to! #utarchadhav #mentalhealthmatters #invitingrage #ilovereading #griefandpleasure -- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

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Ep. 18Season 2
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Language and the written word are powerful. Listen to a conversation between Sj and Akh, besties and co-conspirators coming together to talk about the dating scene, sharing ज्ञान that they have learned from experience which you will surely resonate with. As you listen, think about people in your life you can start these conversations with. Here at UC, in our own exploration of sex, intimacy, touch, consent we thought साथीहरुको साथ ले नै यो conversation अगाडि बढ्छ। Enjoy this heartfelt, funny conversation that centers letting in all sorts of pleasure and making sure shame and guilt never get an upperhand. Content Advisory: adult content, listener's discretion is advised. -- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

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सिकाईको अनुभव/अनुभवको सिकाई
Ep. 17Season 2
सिकाईको अनुभव/अनुभवको सिकाई

Listen to this fun, musical and inspiring conversation between Saru and Suneeta Regmi, senior advocate who has been part of the Utar Chadhav journey from the very very beginning! Our lives are multi-storied and we are transported to many possibilities of inspiration and pleasure when we come from a place of curiosity and tentativeness. What is revealed then is a knowing of what moves us, what helps us notice the little-little things that makes our life inspiring to reflect upon. As a facilitator, as a mother, teacher of law and whose comfort space is litigating in court, listen to Suneeta share her journey and Saru witnessing and reflecting back in what is a beautiful testament to the pleasure in reliving and learning from each other's experiences. -- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space for your auditory pleasure.

May 22, 2025ArtTranslation
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अलिकति फुरुनदाना types
Ep. 16Season 2
अलिकति फुरुनदाना types

गफ गाफको rehearsal गरौँ, नयाँ studio सँग familiarize हौँ भन्दै सुरु भएको संवाद तपाई माझ टक्र्याउँदै छौँ ! के के न हो यो शव्द chronobiopolitics बाट things your sex-ed teacher should have talked about but probably didn’t देखी talking about sex without making it sexual गर्दा खेरी निस्कने conversation to importance of basic respect to question “is separating art from artist valid?” to many more. हामीले यो ep.लाई समेट्न ठ्याकै शव्द भेटेनौँ त्यसैले राखिदियौँ, “अलिकति फुरुनदाना types”. Ep. सुन्दै गर्दा ओहो यो नाम त गज्जबै सुहाउँछ जस्तो लागे खबर गर्नुस् है। -- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space to your earholes.

May 15, 2025ArtTranslation
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Cool कि अनुकूल
Ep. 15Season 2
Cool कि अनुकूल

Often we are told that there is a right time for everything - a time to turn into an adult, a time to understand our sexuality, a time to mature into our desires, a time to figure out ourselves and our bodies, a time to grow up. The society we live in has decided a timeline in our life for when things are appropriate; a chronological timetable to live life the right way. But what happens when we challenge this notion? When we do not grow into who we are supposed to be right away? When do we take our time to learn our likes and dislikes? When we do not fall into place according to our age? When we want to forge a new path for ourselves? What happens when some of us do not abide by this unwritten rulebook? Join us as we contemplate various terminologies, concepts, conversations and phenomenologies from the societal manual of living and how it often crashes on our journey of pleasure and inspiration. -- This season we are diving into conversations on pleasure and inspiration. We are excited to show you the process of how different conversations become one complete episode. Join us as we bring to you raw snippets with a lot of ummm-hmmm you would otherwise not hear from our conversations, straight from our new studio space to your earholes.

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